late spring ~ 2026

|˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉﾞ the site is up now

it’s somewhere out there on the internet.

i’m writing this at the end of the day, sitting by the window after the storm (with its rushing wind, torn-back roofs, fallen signs) has finally passed. the wind has quieted. just the smell of the night now: damp and faintly sharp. the sky has cleared, and sitting here i can see small lights blinking in the distance — headlights, i think, and the lit windows of houses i don’t know, amber and white against the dark.

i meant to write about the site. but it’s easy to drift, looking at lives.

anyway, the site is simple. a little bare, maybe. i built it by hand (just html, css and no javascript; nothing that needs more than a browser and an internet connection), spent more time on it than i planned and slept less than i probably should have. but it feels like enough to begin with.

i’ve done this before. built a place. left it. moved on. built another. on and on and what you end up with isn’t anywhere but a trail of unclosed doors.

now the sky has deepened. the small lights still blinking out there, in the distance. i don’t know what will come out of this. i hope it becomes somewhere i return to, every now and then. instead of wandering.